Well, friends. I am leaving my post here at dead-disciples.blogspot.com, but never fear.
My new base of operations is: darknesslovescompany.com. You can keep up with my rants, raves
and unsavories over there.
Friday, November 25, 2011
Friday, July 22, 2011
Bats in the Belfry
Alas, they are not vampire bats. Still they make an impression. This piece was written long ago but is being posted in honor of my friend Jess, who is wondering just what the bats in her attic are up to....
Echolocation
Small eyes fold into corners where rats hide
and birds nest.
The shy mammal wraps her glossy black cape
about her shoulders, licks out with a long
pink muscle and probes the private spaces
of an attic, a musty closet where
the other children’s shoes would lie
those long ago summers.
Her voice bounces off the abandoned eaves
and the opening where a green curtain
waves a balmy wind into chambers warm and thick
with peeling iridescent wallpaper.
She unfolds, careful not to crush her spring furs,
sweeps herself into the dusk
of a half-open hope chest and sleeps in the shadow
of an old box of his handkerchiefs.
(C) KL Pereira
Do not repost without permission.
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
Fearless in the Face of Darkness
Because my amazing class of writing teens inspired fearlessness in me with all their wonderful and deep and difficult words, here is one of the poems whose dark truth I will meditate on tonight as I slip into dreams:
How to Sleep
Let your mountainous forehead
with its veins of bright ore
ease down, the deep line
between your brows flatten,
unruffle the small muscles
below your temples, above
your jaws, let the grimace
muscles in your cheekbones
go, the weeping muscles
sealing your eyes. Die into
the pillow, calm in the knowledge
that you will someday cease, soon
or late, late or soon, the song
you're made of will stop, your body
played out, the currents pulsing
through your brain drained
of their power, their purpose,
will frizzle out through
your fingertips, private sparks
leaping weakly onto the sheets
where you lay breathing
and then not breathing.
Lay your head down and relax
into it: death. Accept it.
Trick yourself like this.
Hover in a veil of ethers.
Call it sleep.
-Dorianne Laux
(found at: http://www.versedaily.org/2009/howtosleep.shtml)
How to Sleep
Let your mountainous forehead
with its veins of bright ore
ease down, the deep line
between your brows flatten,
unruffle the small muscles
below your temples, above
your jaws, let the grimace
muscles in your cheekbones
go, the weeping muscles
sealing your eyes. Die into
the pillow, calm in the knowledge
that you will someday cease, soon
or late, late or soon, the song
you're made of will stop, your body
played out, the currents pulsing
through your brain drained
of their power, their purpose,
will frizzle out through
your fingertips, private sparks
leaping weakly onto the sheets
where you lay breathing
and then not breathing.
Lay your head down and relax
into it: death. Accept it.
Trick yourself like this.
Hover in a veil of ethers.
Call it sleep.
-Dorianne Laux
(found at: http://www.versedaily.org/2009/howtosleep.shtml)
Monday, July 4, 2011
Somehow, Elizabeth Bishop
I'm taking a poetry class on Elizabeth Bishop and I scribbled this into my notebook on the way home after class.
Somehow, Elizabeth Bishop
is always Elizabeth Bishop.
Both names. Properly addressed
like a stranger at a formal party.
Not like Sylvia Plath or Anne Sexton,
who after so many years of reading and
meeting and parting on the Green Line
to Newton and Wellesley are just Sylvia
and Anne (whose grave I visit regularly
like a favorite aunt, whom I like to think
I entertain with dramatic readings of very
modern poetry as we picnic under the trees
with the other long dead). Somehow they
are familiar to me. I know their secret names.
But Elizabeth Bishop does whisper to me
as I take the Red Line over the Charles,
watch the dull lights of the Prudential
Center blink drunkenly at night.
She does not tell me her secrets.
Elizabeth Bishop lays life out before me
on a plate, perfect images crisp for my mouth.
She invites me to taste while somehow
giving little of herself.
Sunday, May 22, 2011
Zombie Full Metal Jacket and a Sunday Kinda Self-Lurve
A wonderful friend of mine posted a link to Ptak Science Books, which is a fun blog that details the history of science, something I find utterly fascinating. Their latest post, "Electro-LUXurious 15: Electroplating the Human Dead, 1891" discusses the pretty gruesome process of "metalizing" the dead with an electrical process in order to...well, they're not sure why the creator of this contraption, Dr. Varlot, did it. Maybe he wanted to create zombie statues? Or his own little army of undead children?
What is rocks my brain is the use of cadavers, particularly those of children (which must have caused quite a stir at the time, Mary Shelley's Frankenstein was controversial for it's mere discussion of using human cadavers for "science") and the full-on submission to the electrical obsession of the age.(More about zombie kids in another post, I promise).
I once wrote a paper,"The Vice That Dare not Scream its Name". And, you guessed it, it was about masturbation in the Victorian Era (I was quite proud of my little play on the phrase "The Love That Dare not Speak its Name, which of course refers to homosexuality, and was penned by Lord Alfred Douglas, the lover of Oscar Wilde). Basically, my research discussed the proliferation of electrical vibrators and "stimulation devices" to deal with the effects of or even "cure" hysteria. Hysteria, of course, is the imaginary syndrome created and perpetuated by doctors (most famously, Sigmund Freud). These "professionals" posited that any woman who was emotionally excessive or prone to violent outbursts or anxious states was hysterical. Because being a woman in the extremely misogynist Victorian Era and being seen as little more than property/a baby machine wouldn't make anyone express dissatisfaction with their lot in life at the very least. (It's worth it to note that men couldn't be hysterical. Obviously, they always had their shit together.)
In any case, electronic stimulators proliferated. Vibrating chairs, stools, and other hand-held devices were prescribed in large numbers to deal with hysterical women. Hysteria could be treated, or even cured, it seems, by giving women, well...an orgasm. The interesting thing here is that these women weren't given any power over their own bodies or taught (even to teach each other) how to "treat" themselves. That the treatments and the ensuing orgasm had to be administered by a male doctor with an electrical instrument (though it was said that the doctor's hands could be used in jiffy if there were no stimulators to be found) and the idea of having an orgasm either on one's own OR during sex with one's spouse was never even thought of says a lot about the treatment of women (and I could go on here forever) as well as our new-found obsession with electricity and what it could do to the human body.
Luckily, women today have a lot more power over their own orgasms (solo sex is pretty rockin', you've got to admit) and we can be in control of our continued experiments with electricity. We can even create our own little metal zombies, damnit. Which reminds me of a story I have to write.
What is rocks my brain is the use of cadavers, particularly those of children (which must have caused quite a stir at the time, Mary Shelley's Frankenstein was controversial for it's mere discussion of using human cadavers for "science") and the full-on submission to the electrical obsession of the age.(More about zombie kids in another post, I promise).
I once wrote a paper,"The Vice That Dare not Scream its Name". And, you guessed it, it was about masturbation in the Victorian Era (I was quite proud of my little play on the phrase "The Love That Dare not Speak its Name, which of course refers to homosexuality, and was penned by Lord Alfred Douglas, the lover of Oscar Wilde). Basically, my research discussed the proliferation of electrical vibrators and "stimulation devices" to deal with the effects of or even "cure" hysteria. Hysteria, of course, is the imaginary syndrome created and perpetuated by doctors (most famously, Sigmund Freud). These "professionals" posited that any woman who was emotionally excessive or prone to violent outbursts or anxious states was hysterical. Because being a woman in the extremely misogynist Victorian Era and being seen as little more than property/a baby machine wouldn't make anyone express dissatisfaction with their lot in life at the very least. (It's worth it to note that men couldn't be hysterical. Obviously, they always had their shit together.)
In any case, electronic stimulators proliferated. Vibrating chairs, stools, and other hand-held devices were prescribed in large numbers to deal with hysterical women. Hysteria could be treated, or even cured, it seems, by giving women, well...an orgasm. The interesting thing here is that these women weren't given any power over their own bodies or taught (even to teach each other) how to "treat" themselves. That the treatments and the ensuing orgasm had to be administered by a male doctor with an electrical instrument (though it was said that the doctor's hands could be used in jiffy if there were no stimulators to be found) and the idea of having an orgasm either on one's own OR during sex with one's spouse was never even thought of says a lot about the treatment of women (and I could go on here forever) as well as our new-found obsession with electricity and what it could do to the human body. Luckily, women today have a lot more power over their own orgasms (solo sex is pretty rockin', you've got to admit) and we can be in control of our continued experiments with electricity. We can even create our own little metal zombies, damnit. Which reminds me of a story I have to write.
Friday, May 20, 2011
The Backburner
Well, yes. It all goes there at some point. We can't truly keep everything on the frontal lobe or we'd collapse like a bunch of broccoli (10 points to the first person who can ID that quote). And indeed, this blog has been so far on the backburner that like Doc Brown, I need a DeLorean to get back to where I was before the insanity of teaching full time to get back to where I want to be.I have many pots on the stove, folks. I am a foodie as well as a writer (check out my soup blog: Soup Alchemy) and I'm currently working on projects that encompass zombies, flash fairy tales, Ghost Cat, poems, and all kinds of speculative nonsense and steampunkery.
But now the school year is over and like many wistful, wide-eyed young things I'm taking stock in the projects that are bursting out of my brain and deciding which to shelve and which to stir, poke, and prod.
How do you decide what's next?
One thing is for sure: I'm going to be on here a lot more often. I hope you'll join me!
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
Slithy Toves and Other Slithery Things...
I've a new dark erotic myth poem up at http://www.jabberwocky-magazine.com/.I'm pub'd alongside amazing writers AND the divine Oscar Wilde.
SWOONING.
Special thanks for Erzebet YellowBoy and Sean Wallace for putting so much love and energy into this gorgeous publication.
Saturday, February 19, 2011
Lightning! Music! Subtext!
I took my obsessions with music and brevity and in an experiment with the drama form created something fun, and retro and well...just go read it!
Sunday, January 2, 2011
What are YOU up to?
Well, I'm up to a new and fun creative pursuit! Cooking! Well, more specifically indulging in the alchemical process of soup creation.
While I will still update this blog every so often with fun announcements about publications and such, please check me out at: Soup Alchemy where I'll be posting about my adventures making soup for the creative self (in a non-hippie way, I swear =P). I'll put together one soup a week and blog about it (the yummy, the not-so-yummy, and how the process of cooking can feed the creative well).
I may also blog about tarot and my new found love of Lenormand oracles.
So what are you waiting for?
While I will still update this blog every so often with fun announcements about publications and such, please check me out at: Soup Alchemy where I'll be posting about my adventures making soup for the creative self (in a non-hippie way, I swear =P). I'll put together one soup a week and blog about it (the yummy, the not-so-yummy, and how the process of cooking can feed the creative well).
I may also blog about tarot and my new found love of Lenormand oracles.
So what are you waiting for?
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